Archive for October, 2003

Natural Rights Philosophy

Thursday, October 30th, 2003

//Second Essay for English

The idea of natural rights philosophy, though thousands of years old in thought, is just as applicable today. Mankind is in constant need of governance and order, the origin of which is based within our governments and the concept of natural law and tolerance. The power those governing bodies attain comes from both the governed and from a divine source, and both of those sources are required for fair governance.

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Love’s a Bitch

Saturday, October 25th, 2003

*This is just something I’m writing for a good friend of mine.*

I wish that we could go through life and never experience pain. I don’t mean the petty pain of a cut or scrape, rather the pain of a heart torn apart. I’ve been there, I know how it feels, I know it all to well. When I read what you write my heart sinks for you and what you’re going though. Of someone who cares to much for you (or is it not enough) to see what they are doing to you.

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My Hard Time

Tuesday, October 21st, 2003

Well it seems like I’ve just dug myself in a hard place here. It stems from me being to observant and actually caring about people, contrary to some people’s ideas of me. Here is where my trouble currently lies. I still have very mixed feeling about laura b. I mean how could I not, she is an amazing girl but the more I reflect back I realize that it wouldn’t have worked out in the long run, which has helped me get over our relationship. The problem lies with what has happened since then.

I love helping people, I spent a large portion of last week helping sarah out and when I had been there for her and sorted through things with her I wasn’t really interested in anything more then helping her out. Since then that has changed though, I’m starting to get more interested in her and we’ve talked and she is feeling the same way about me. Now I’m in a hard place because how can I pursue this relationship without hurting laura. I know I should talk to her about it but I’m not even sure if she would believe me.

Basically right now I’m in a hard spot because of what was written earlier. I know it will work out, I just hope that everyone can understand who has to. I’m going to go to bed now.

Take Care and God bless,
~paul

Macaroni

Monday, October 20th, 2003

I have a whole box of easy mac in my closet. I always seem to forget that it’s there, which makes sense because I don’t really like it. Isn’t it funny how stuff like that happens.

I still haven’t registered and the stupid website still isn’t loading. Yay for technology!!

well I’m off to try it again. wish me luck!

4am Conclusion

Friday, October 17th, 2003

So to fill in a little bit more from before with my very abbreviated post. I’ve finally become fairly comfortable with my surroundings and college life in general so I’m really starting to open up to people more. I’m figuring out more names and meeting more people. I love it.

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It’s 4am

Friday, October 17th, 2003

my mind is a mess but yet I feel so good inside. I’ll post more later about why i feel good inside. As for now I must try to find my room mate who doesn’t know how to have his keys with him. I am in the room alone and I kind of wanted to talk to him.

Take Care and God bless,
~paul

Where to start…

Sunday, October 12th, 2003

I’m not really sure what to talk about. My life is quite meh at the moment. Everyday that goes by I make the best of, because I’ve taught myself to. The latter of this previous week sucked.

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