Archive for January, 2004
Feeling Empowered
I know that right now Im stepping on toes. Im making them uncomfortable in this old industry and there really isnt anything they can do about it. For the past several years I learned from their lead and from their teachings. Despite how it may sound, I truly am grateful for all the lessons each of them taught me. Except that Ive been their pawn and lessons have been contemplated. No longer will I stand by, things will happen my way.
The word empowered hadnt made much sense to me before tonight. I dont know why it happened tonight, roughly a month prior to the event, but it did. It is very obvious to me that nothing of the past four years would have happened had it not been for Gods grace helping me. I no longer need to listen to the teachings of those who I feel unsure of. He has blessed me with a very strong instinct in this area and its shone through for the past several years. I know this year we will turn heads. Never have things come together this well.
When I stop to thing about this I swell up within. For this is the year that we might be able to pull off my dream event. There are very few things left that would be possible to add on to the event and for the first time, I see exactly how to do it. Soon this season of Faith will be drawing to a close and everyone will know. Till then right now all I know is that Im stepping on toes.
Take Care and God bless,
~paul
ps. this was entry 96, I’ve got something already written for 100…
Welcome 2004
So its been a few days now but 2004 is still just getting started. This was the best New Years I have ever been to. It was the campus crusade Christmas conference for the upper Midwest region, also known as TCX (Twine Cities Experience). Just imaging a couple thousand college kids in a room rocking in the new year to some classic 70s/80s disco music. Not to mention that the conference was very well done and the speakers and seminars I was able to go to earlier on new years eve were very good. Went to a very good seminar during mens time on Marriage and maintaining that relationship, what to look for in that life long friendship with her, and just general good advice.
My older brother has also gone back out to Seattle now for the remainder of this year, until thanksgiving. It was weird hanging out with him last night knowing that hell be gone for so long, and weve just started to become closer. Well keep in touch though. Ill also be kept pretty busy so the next ten months will go by very quickly.
For all you who are wondering, the event is going to happen in Duluth. Im in the process of finishing up the website and print work at the moment. All that needs to go in Monday so that we have time to get it printed and back to me before the event. I hope we can get some stuff out at the X games and the US Freeskiing Open. We wont get many if any competitors from those events coming over but it will help build the reputation for our event to expand upon in the future.
Today I hung out with Matt Johnson for a couple hours, was a good time like always. Grabbed some coffee up at the mall and walked around, got a dvd {The Good Girl, what can I say, Im a sucker for indi films}, bumped into Katie Moss and little Alexey, and checked out the advertising mags at the banes and noble. Was a good time, now Im off to finish up all of the print work for the event. BLAH, Im so close to being done with the event, its kind of crazy. This is when I do my best work though, in the crunch, while listening to the Kill Bill Vol. 1 sound track.
Take Care, God Bless you and your new year!!!
~paul