Archive for July, 2005

Heading off to Toulouse, FR!!

Saturday, July 30th, 2005

(I’m in the process of raising support and have quite the ways to go yet, I have only about three more weeks, am running out of names, and have about another 20,000 to raise out of the 43,000 to be able to go!! So I’m posting the letter here, please help out if you can! leave a comment and I’ll get a hold of you or email me or something)
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Americans be warned of the Lord Almighty

Sunday, July 24th, 2005

Americans be warned of the Lord Almighty
He fumes with furry over your boasting and pride.
Never has He poured out blessings
           as He has upon you and your fathers
Yet you continue to squander your gifts for worldly gain
Your backs have turned from your Creator
           Who is perfect in His righteousness
This land was to be the beacon of Light to His world
Instead that light was kept in selfishness
           Not shared with those we were told
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Got my VISA!!

Thursday, July 21st, 2005

I got a call from the Consulate in Chicago saying that my Visa had been approved and is waiting for me to pickit up in chicago… Going to call and see if they can’t mail it up here but otherwise looks like I’ll be taking a day trip to Chicago to pick up my passport with my three year long stay visa for FRANCE! heck yes, Thank the Lord for having it processed so quickly.

Leaving You

Tuesday, July 19th, 2005

it’s been so long neglected friend
since my hand held you
moving into your seductive curves
that won’t soon be forgotten
etched silhouettes upon my mind
            wondering why we left this
            leaving unlived moments prematurely
            there was promise with you
            now fading from eternity
don’t believe you weren’t loved
            you were, you are
I’ve been busy but that isn’t it
            time can be made
            I would’ve made time
flowers find time to bloom
opening themselves to the world
reveling fragrance and symmetry
            inspiring generations to hold them
                        noticing their everything
my jealousy stems from this, my inability
remembering why we left this
unable to group words into fragrance
stanzas lacking symmetry
no on admires these words
            not doing justice to her
            so I left you, praying to bloom
            at least for her, at least once.

Some Introspection…

Monday, July 11th, 2005

I just want to curl up and be gone for a while, to where is of no difference but to let time stop for just a while would be heavenly. In my life there can’t be a moment when I have felt so out of it, yet been so in all at the same time. I’m doing this, the Lord called me to go to France and I chose to obey him. It’s so unreal to me, and yet I find myself in the midst of scripture (Galations 3:3 “Are you so foolish? After beginning with the Spirit, are you now trying to attain your goal by human effort?”).
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Random Online Quizes

Saturday, July 9th, 2005

So I got bored and did a number of these online quizez… Check it out if you care to.

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The Three Faiths (#3: Faith in Others Faith)

Friday, July 8th, 2005

Topic 3/3 (read the first and second)

The final of my entries on this topic involves others. I am not the Body of Christ, you aren’t, you and your four friends aren’t, we all are the body of Christ. This is so unique to Christianity, that we are dependant upon one another in such a unique way. Of all the things that have pained me the most (I’m in the process of raising a support network to go over seas for the next year) through this process is talking to people not embracing their roll in the body of Christ, and ignoring their responsibilities to their First love. This trust, is above and beyond the hardest for me to even desire to have. But in my longing to be a vassal for Christ it’s been reveled as an attribute of Christ that I must let Him work in and through me.
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