Im not really sure what to talk about. My life is quite meh at the moment. Everyday that goes by I make the best of, because Ive taught myself to. The latter of this previous week sucked.
Around Thursday I emailed my host for midwestskier (my work site host, they host midwestskier, midwestskieropen, ctpfilms, and our staff sections) to figure out why my site wasnt working like it should. They then told me that my account was corrupted in a DOS attack on the server and had to be fixed. I emailed him back my account name and the server I was on. Then my account got reset without be knowing before hand, I lost the forum database of any recent value. So that will get me some heat for sure.
Then last night laura and I were hanging out and we got to talking, and talking led to us breaking up. Were still friends, and I hope that we stay that way because shes truly an amazing girl. Shell do amazing things in her life, I can tell. But its gotten me to thinking, seems like Im not in the same place as anyone Ive dated in the past year. Not that Im in any better of a spot, just further along. I wish I wasnt, but my work with skiing has forced me to grow up.
There were also some false assumptions that I made about college. I had thought that people here would be ready for life to start and were only getting the knowledge that they needed to make that happen. After all thats more or less while Im here. It should have arisen as ignorant of me to think that, but my hope over-rode my logic. I just hope that I can find someone who is in the same place that I am in. Out of pure interest I made up a list of the people Ive dated.
Past girlfriends, just because Im curious:
*Cant remember her name
Yea Im done writing; I need to get to my research for my new English essay, Natural Rights Philosophy and Human Equality. Its really interesting but a lot of work.
Take care and God bless you,