Life Shift

I?m not sure how in depth I ever should get in here. What to write about and what to avoid, who all I could bring into this open forum that is the internet just because God placed them into my life. I tend to avoid using names a lot of the time, or certain subjects…

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a New Presepective?

thundering drops participate through golden gutters showing me the light of life within you God?s grace moving through spinning a mind into amazement simple? astonishment my heart praises God for seeing parts of Him in you I couldn?t believe what I saw the first time I looked your way. There was so much moving in…

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The Lessons of Last Weekend

Being alone sucks. It truly does, while my ideal place of relaxation is alone I still love having people around… I need to have people around me. Friday night had to be one of the worst nights I?ve had in recent memory. Everyone I knew was either out drinking or gone for the weekend. For…

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Study: Receiving Grace

Grace, in greek is Charis. There are staples in the Christian faith that everyone just assumes you live. Maybe assuming is a strong word. My point is that it was something I never understood growing up. How could someone live by grace as the bible calls us to. ?I became a servant of this gospel…

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Corner Basement Room

Can you see them swooping from the heavens, swords in hands saving the world. As I peer from the window I see the battle blazing as my heart ceases to flutter. Before my eyes lay affects of the night before, scared huddled in a corner. Praying to not be alone, praying that righteousness could be…

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Study: Desires?

For the past month there has been something that, time and time again, as been resurfacing in my walk with the Lord. Those things in my life that I desire are starting to play a more active and large part in my faith. As I?m faced with larger and more important decisions understanding my desires…

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Nowhere to Stop…

My whole life has been lived on fast forward (or you could call it running into the future) since my depression started back in 8th grade. I think I felt like I could out run it and the feelings associated with depression, and that if I got to some distant point that it would become…

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Living Grace?

Afterthoughts appear instantly Words confused and conditioned to hint nothing sometimes leaves me wondering then or not, time should slow for my head to stop spinning.. So it probably doesn?t make a whole lot of sense. So is it with most of what I seem to be writing since I got back from France. Not…

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Awesome Weekend

Wow so that was an amazing weekend with the guys. From just hanging out to playing one of the best games of capture the flag I?d ever been a part of. So I have a bruse under my left arm, my left hand is pretty scratched up from jumping down a hill to get into…

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Broken on my Knees

Humbly I stand before today before realizing that my feet aren?t holding me up. I?m on my knees realizing what lays ahead and how little I know of what is head of me. Finally realizing that the hands that are embracing the floor aren?t able to reach forward to you Father. That the feelings of…

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How Far…

If you were to start walking how far would you go before you reached the end? What time would you walk until, what hour would you turn around at? This weekend has made something real that I wasn?t sure could happen. Not matter how many times I had seen it foretold I still put it…

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A Question of Time

No matter how hard I try or pray it seems as though the timing is never my thing. If you don?t believe me lets list some examples? -Growing up to fast It could be that because I grew up to fast (a combination of my depression with my business work forced me to grow up…

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This Last Week

Ok I know most of what I write is metaphorical and if you aren?t in a similar place as me it may not make a whole lot of sense. It is on purpose, it is written that way so that others who are experiencing similar situations can learn from what I went through. Plus I…

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What have I been up to?

Yea I know I?ve been slightly aloof lately but it has been for good reason. It seems as though my time has been so packed full that I haven?t had time to keep up with friends or even hang out with the guys on my floor. It will be better after this week as most…

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With so little I run hard after You

It could be asked why I try to do so much. You may sit there and wonder thinking that I?m using it as a way to find something I?m missing. You sit there, look at God as my crutch and ridicule me while I am laboring for the fictitious ?Higher Powers? of life. You could…

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When is the Time?

It?s something that we are all are forced to address at some point in our Christian faith. When is it that we are ready to truly serve Him? To be quite honest it is different for each and every person. For someone, they might accept Christ and be ready to serve him the very next…

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I'm Scared

It?s now been well over a week since I?ve written anything. Time has yet to slow down and in some respects time is only getting faster. The last week of my life is a complete blur and it leaves me wondering what I?m doing and more importantly, if I?m doing it right. While I try…

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Line in the Sand

Everyday there is a greater mark being made in our country. A larger gap is being formed between Christians and the rest of the secular society. People have called this a Christian country and it is was. Today it is far from that, we were founded on Judeo-Christian beliefs and views that have been stretched…

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Couple Thoughts

My heart wants to write things that are abstract, like 1S9E1A was, that people can take as it is. Though it seems that most people don?t like to think hard enough to get anything from it. People read it and just move past, it seems like most of my writing has this effect on people.…

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Check and Check

School is getting closer and closer to becoming the reality that my prayers have been in labor for. In a week I?ll be leading the evangelism team at the most important warrior weekend of the year (first semester). I?m slightly nervous but I find solace in those feelings because I understand that if I were…

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